HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!

Today is Papa's Birthday!! Bought his fav mango cake already. And I have no idea how old is he when the person asked for the number of candles!?. My counting for my parents' age stops when Mum is 40 and Dad's 45. Because they look the same, still young :) But i didn't realize that they have aged till I look at them closely. Time really flies. I hope they will be always healthy, young and happy. love them so much. ^^
Gona celebrate Pa's birthday at night. and shopping (part 2) with sis in the day!! HAHA!

I love you so much Baby. Thank you for accepting me for who I am.
touched.

SHOP TILL WE DROP TMR!!

Work today was fruitful and fun for me! I like it when I'm so busy and time pass super fast!
I don't mind being a triage nurse everyday :) teehee..
Off day tmr. phew. a short break at the moment. I need my sleep. i need more rest.
i need to relax.

Therefore, I'm charging myself tonight for tmr's shopping trip with Sis! Yay! I love shopping!
Buy buy buy.. money fly fly fly. but i don't mind. hahaha..
not only look forward to tmr's shopping spree with Sis, also tue's dance practice! Competition date is getting round the corner soon. Excited but I don't want everything to end so fast.
I hope we can win!

i love you Baby. shall see u on tue. Nights.

DRIVING REVISION;

Driving @ 10 am tmr. I hope my car wont "die". lol
Can't wait to drive again after quite some time. Hope that my skills are still intact and I need to revise everything again. Have to spare time every week to go for driving lessons. If not I can just drag on and on without getting my driving license. sianz.

Baby started later than me and had already passed and gotten his license. I'm such a slow pok and a failure. zzz.. Hope that I can have super good luck like him on the exam day.

WE OWN THE STREET!

Dance today was fun fun fun! Started to arrange the positioning and most of the props are ready. Cool.. I just love dancing in a group :) Can't wait for the next training! hehe..

Back to work tmr.. sianz, hais. A&E tends to be crowded now after the public holiday. So many people falling sick now.. Stress to work outside now. Need to face the public, kena people scold and complain still must tolerate, talk nicely and smile at them. hais.. boil sia.
I always like to work in treatment area. But not so much now because of unhappy & stressful incidences. Patient's relatives can be really F sometimes. :} some really damn ridiculous, demanding and unreasonable. Really have to be thick skinned and take things easy or else I confirm will have hypertension sooner or later. Haha.

I just pray hard that tmr will be smooth in the afternoon for me. pls. pls.
I start to dread going to work now. I need to find back my interest & passion. I need my motivation back!

MY OFF DAY!!

Meeting gf in the day. Dance at night.
At last a day to relax and get away from work. When A&E turns busy & crowded, everyone ( includes the patients, their families, doctors and nurses) became easily frustrated and angry. I dislike this part the most. Esp when your colleague shouts or glare at you. But a newbie have to always keep her head low and obey instructions :( no choice.
All I can do is to ventilate out after work by telling Mum, Sis or Baby. But I know sometimes in such a busy and rushing setting, everyone wants things to be done fast. That accounts for the bad remarks, tone & expressions made. & I have to get used to it and don't take things to heart easily.

But today is my rest day. Not to think about work. Just happy things :)
Goodluck for ur trial NAPFA test tmr BABY! U can do it! But remember to warm up first.

I just love to tease you!!

Today was fine. alright. Just that standbys & cases started to come after 0830pm. Pity the night staff. I'm obs I/C tmr!! Omg! First time being an in-charge. Stress man. But I'm relieved when I saw Aunty Janet together with me in obs! so happy. I don't feel so scared and lost with her because she's always so motherly and patient. :) Love it.

supper with bii just now. ^^. hope you like the fragrance just now. HAHAHA. hehe!
kelian.. sayang ur face. :}

I'm blogging again!!

I'm afternoon shift in resus 1 tmr. Kind of used to be in the place I fear the most initially already. Sometimes I even find it better than outside. What motivates me to work in resus, is to draw people's blood and set plugs in their veins. Practice really makes perfect. I can say that I'm skillful in doing such things now. Haha. And it gives me a sense of achievement & shiokness to see blood coming out from veins (means success) and satisfaction when patients tell me that my skills are good that is why they dont feel any or much pain. Hehe..
I hope resus will be ok tmr. Pls give me a smooth shift. thank u.

Many things happened this while. But I'm glad that things are settled and moving on smoothly & happily. I just wish it stays like this. :) I am really xin fu.
Life has not been plain and boring with dance. My passion and favourite hobby! Competition is around the end of Nov and I'm excited! I just want trainings to go on and on... Enjoy every moment when I dance with my friends. And I'm happy that Mum, Sis and Baby are coming down to support me on the actual day at Marine Barrage! If there's anyone who's interested in coming to watch the competition and enjoy the nice scenery at Marine Barrage. Just text me! It's on 26 nov (sat) am.

DISSAPOINTMENT,

Today is not a very good day for me because I did not do things right. I did not meet my own expectations. Not being able to really function well and get the appropriate things needed during emergency. I just stood there and held the patient. Just able to do the junior stuffs which is below expectations. Not being much of a help but a hindrance. :(
Nobody scolded or blame me, But I just felt unhappy and disappointed on myself.
Lucky i got someone always there for me to share all these problems. thank you mummy.

i guess i should take a break and relax. Head back to work with a fresh mind, confidence and motivation. Setbacks are normal at the beginning. But it's just part and parcel of the process. I should be able to brace through every ups and downs in order to become stronger and competent.
I need guidance, encouragement and motivation right now.

Can't wait for our Uss trip. Super excited.
Baby, do well for ur last paper. and Let's enjoy to the max after that!
Love you boy.

WISH BABY GOODLUCK, JIAYOU!

Goodluck to Baby's 1st exam this week! Start the ball rolling and do well for all 3! Although you have a lot to study but thanks for sending me home when i end work late. that's very sweet ^^.

A cooling morning to start the day with. I'm going to work alone at Fever later. Being the in-charge somemore makes me so STRESS. I'm still not so familiar with that area yet. But i guess that's the first step I have to take. to gain more confidence and get HELP. I hope that there will be someone nice enough to help me. On the otherhand, fever is a cosy and much more relaxing place to work in. so i guess it's suitable for me now when i come that thing. Haha.

another afternooon shift to go. fighting!

i need to start my driving lessons this week. seriously lagging behind so much, dislike that feeling. But the teacher like .... haizz. bo bian.

Remaining half of work: SUCKS

I should not be affected by your bad remarks. Maybe that's the way you talk?!
and i should not take the initiative to try to get in good terms with you and get a slap in return.
some people are just not appreciative.

Back to work again ...

My off days really passed so FAST! Back to work in the afternoon and I'm in Resus! I hope I can cope and I need to learn a lot of new things fast so that I don't feel so useless and lost.
Time pass fast when you're busy. But I hope that I can be working with people who can guide & teach me along the way. 'prays'

Glad that Grandma's alright. She's really the strength of pillar that keeps the family going.
Can't afford to have anything bad that happens to her. 'so so glad' ^^

To my boy: You must jiayou for this semestral exams! Do your very BEST & pls take care of ur health too alright? You have mimi, meimei & my support! Fighting!

and i love my jazzie alot. 'che-lai-ya ostrich' damn freaking funny.
HAHAHAHAHAH... crazy

Pariss & K! with Baby,

Thank you for everything. I am really lucky to have you.
i love you.

I need to lead a healthier lifestyle!

The deep cut on my finger and loss of consciousness for more than 20 seconds really freaked me and my poor sis out! I'm so mentally traumatized. I should not overestimate my own health.
I should really take good care of my own health. I can't afford to fall sick and become weak because I'm working in such a fast paced and stressful environment. I need to be strong and alert at all times. This bad incident really made me reflect a lot in my own health & lifestyle. I feel so guilty for not treating my body well. :( But I'm glad that nothing major happened to me when i fainted except for some bums on my head. and all thanks to my sister for being there for me at the point of time. Touched by Jazzie~ Love her!
Also happy that I had concerns from my Family, Baby & my Friends.

Nurses Generation,

Despite not winning the competition, I'm still happy that all of us worked hard together as a team in giving a good performance. But I think we can make more improvements in the upcoming performance. :) Glad that you girls sticked throughout and thank you all so much for the hardwork & perseverance. i love you all.
NURSES GENERATION FIGHTING!!

It had been so so long since I've updated this space here..
blog is so so dead.

Graduation Day is coming soon. Next tuesday. I'm still looking for a top to match with my skirt. Mum and sis will be coming to support me. as well as my boy. But I'm sad that I'm not in the same time slot as my friends :( Hope we get to meet in between and take memorable pictures.

time flies..

Games always make guys click so easily together. Lol.
But I'm glad that our bfs get along very well. heheh
we should organize couple dates soon.

i'm starting work pretty soon~
time pass so quickly without you noticing. sian

Randomz things in my mind,

Movie: World Invasion Battle Los Angeles later on tonight with baby.
i miss him already.
This Sunday i still need to work. sian
sometimes i really cant stand u. powerful nth to say..
my manicure is getting very cui now.
next week gotta stay at home more and be a good girl.
I'm should start watching my dramas soon.
At last, I'm meeting j&lw next week.
I hate that fucking woman that pull down my grades. go eat shit.
I believe in proving myself in person, people's remarks and comments may not be true. so i wont be affected by your comments and the grade you gave. I hope someone tells on u. that u have been passing ur time so free and easy everyday. Wastage of pay on such a person like u. It's so unlucky and unfortunate to have such a in-charge. hais count myself suay.
Freaking Bias and judgemental.