Obst down.

I cant upload photos now.
I've completed my Obstetrics posting today. The part I like most is working in the nursery. When it's time to knock off, I really dont feel like leaving. Babies are just so cute and motivate me to work. Guess I wont be able to come back anymore :(
Baby is getting better already. Still can make fun of me lah! Stupid boy :}

And I've decided sth today. I wont give birth in KK hospital cos of one nurse. What she did really scare the shit out of me. Treating the small fragile baby so violently. Saying harsh remarks and scolding vulgarities! I cant believe there's such an evil nurse. I pity the poor babies and I hate myself for not having the courage to stop her. I'm a student nurse afterall. But I believe there's retribution. Anyway, I heard from my friends that it's good to give birth in Thomson Medical Centre{?} cause they provide better care. True ?

Dad is very naughty cause he's not back yet. He's not fully recovered yet and he still dare to go out for so long. Haiyo. Alright i'm off. Goodbye
Love Ivy

happy

Few days back, Baby was having super high fever. Doctor suspected H1N1. Really made me worry like mad. I went to visit him as much as I can, bought food for him cause this boy really dont have someone to cook proper meals for him. So pitiful.
Attachment this week is relaxing. We spent the whole shift playing with babies, talking to their mothers and chatting among ourselves. It is damn shiok lah. Teacher brought us good news on Tuesday. Saying that we are able to look after the babies in the nursery because the quarantine period is over. It really make us feel so happy and excited. But we have to take turns in entering the nursery.

I'm very happy now cause;
Baby is getting better day by day,
Tmr it's my turn to enter the nursery! Cute little pies here i come.
I can have more sleep next week cause I'm attached to CGH.
Today, a patient nominated my name in the feedback form. At that time, I felt so happy. She even thank me for looking after her baby. Her son is my favourite baby too. But sad that they're discharged today. His Dad still asked me to give him a English name. And I gave.
Hope that all happy things will stay.

I took photos during attachment with my friends. Will upload another time. Takecare!
Love Ivy

COM IS HAVING SOME VIRUS NOW, SIAN.

Dad is recovering bit by bit now. Surprisingly his recovery rate is faster than others and I'm glad. Mum says most likely he can be discharge this coming mon or tue, so HERE WE COME GRANNY!. Cant wait to stay with my grandparents. We're all packing our stuffs ready to spend a short holiday there. Haas

This coming week I'm attached to KK 's Obstetric {spelling?} ward. I will be able to see newborn babies! So happy! I hope I can look after the babies in the nursery cause they dont allow too many nurses inside plus the H1N1 thingy. Last week, I'm attached to KK 's Gynae ward. Seen abortion, miscarriages and alot of problems related to the female reproductive organ. But I must say I cant stop recalling back one abortion case I've seen. Keep recalling back the scene when the nurse did last office for the dead fetus. It's quite sad lah. So it's better to think about the consequences before you DO IT because you're killing a life afterall.

I'm sad cause I cant meet Baby for 3 days. I will be working afternoon shifts for 3 days. That means I'll end work late :( But Baby dont come and fetch me k? Cause you still have skl the following day. I want you to have enough sleep. Glad that we're okay now. What happened previously is past alr. Just have to refrain making such mistakes again. I love you Baby.

Love Ivy

One week of attachment down. 3 weeks left. Met new friends. Learn new things. Explore new things. Tired but it is enriching :) Things between me and him are fine now. We always settle/clarify our problems fast because we hate cold wars. But I still feel so strange. Guess I think too much lah :} But Hubby thanks for your understanding and assurance. I love you.

Love Ivy

I'm so tired. Physically and mentally tired.
Maybe I dont deserve him? I'm not a good gf afterall...

Alright.

Final decision;
For morning shift - To take Mrt and switch to a bus/shuttle bus. {Hope there will be shuttle service provided for nurses. It will make transport more convenient :)}
For afternoon shift - To take one direct bus but it takes super long.
Just have to repeat this routine for 10 days and I will be able to have more sleep :D

Cycled to Granny's house for dinner. Jenny aunt surprise us with durians. Yummy.
I duno how to describe my feeling for tmr's attachment? I feel excited happy worried tired ...
Will be missing my dear like mad because I wont be meeting him so much. Hope he understands and miss me also.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire now. Seeyou !
Love Ivy

Trial tomorrow.

Titanic was so so touching T.T

Prolly going to KK tmr. A trial one. So I wont be late on my first day or get lost. Baby is so sweet to go with me despite having project work to do. Thanks sweet.
Dad will be admitted on Mon and going for his operation on Tue. Pray hard he will be fine, his operation will be successful, he will recover fast and he wont experience any back pain anymore.
My whole family will be moving to granny's house after Dad's discharge. Because he needs someone to look after him, cook for him, attend to his needs and all of us are either working or studying. So it wont be safe for him to stay at home alone. We will be staying there till Dad recovers. I'm happy to move back there because I really missed Granny's home cooked dishes and her cosy home. And also I hope I can make new friends during my upcoming attachment. Hope everything goes well for Dad's operation and my attachment.

Harry Potter on Channel 5 now. I wanna watch. Goodbye.
Love Ivy

Titanic tmr.

Mentor says : Should be okay.
I really hope to receive good news from her after 1 week. Time being, shall stop thinking so much. Movie was great but the ending makes me want to watch on. We munched on crackers and Famous Amos cookies - my fav during the show. & Baby is a naughty boy today! Smack him! Gona watch Titanic with him tmr at his house. Look forward ;)
My ginger tea is burnt and black now! I cant drink ler :( Mum so careless. Gona make a new one. Goodbye.

Love Ivy

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Hope the assurance she gaves previously is really an assurance. Dont want to hear things like: I'm Sry I cant help you because... Pray hard for now. No repeats.

Tmr. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.

I've bought tickets to the ''Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince'' movie tmr ! So scared that the good seats will be taken. But we're secured now ;) It has been quite a long time we actually manage to catch a movie. Due to skl work, tiredness and the variety of movies. But tmr I'm going to enjoy the movie with my dear boy.

Good news! No skl for me now! But Bad news, I'm alone for my attachment :( Seperated from my previous attachment friends. I duno how am I going to bear with the 4 lonely wks? Hais. I just hope time can be fast forward. Lesser time to meet Baby also cause of my shifts and his exams. I'm gona miss him so much.
Side tracked - I borrowed Titanic vcds from my skl library today. I have not watch it before and I know it's very nice. Gona watch it with Baby at his house. Actually I prefer renting vcds and watching it at home with Baby rather than going shopping. Hees. Okay , Off to watch variety shows now ! Nitenites.

Love Ivy

Something sweet something bad

Dad cooked maggi mee for me yesterday night. He served it to me while I'm using the computer. Really surprised me cause it's the first time I ate something he cooked and the feeling was so sweet. Thanks Dad. But it tasted a bit salty. Haha
But It's the thought that counts :)

I'm very very sensitive this few days. And it made Baby the victim cause it's all related to him. And he's the type that dont know how to explain himself so it make me think even wilder. He wants to assure me coax me but he doesnt know how to express. Sorry if I cause you too much trouble and make you so confused. Such feeling will go off slowly, so bear with me now k? Sometimes I feel that I'm not a good gf. I always wants to be on the upperhand and it gives him some pressure too. I want to treat him better. Change my temper. Have more patience etc. I will slowly change as time goes by.

Love Ivy

Earthquake niceeee.

Finally get to eat Swensen's Earthquake today. Taste was good. Decor was nice.
Baby was tempted to order Fish and Chips while flipping through the menu. But I stop his impulse thought cause he eaten already. HAHA
No skl for me tmr and Friday. So shiokkk. Must have lots and lots of rest before attachment.
By that time, I will be busy with my attachment and Baby will be busy with his studies.



Yesterday while I'm chatting with Baby on msn, he sent me 3 cute pics drawn by himself.
The pics were so cute and funny, make me laugh. Seen Baby drawn alot of cartoon and comical pics before and I find that he has some talent in it.




I've seen him draw this so many times. From the time when we added each other in msn.

Do you all know what this means? I was confused at the beginning.

But he says : Marry Me. LOLS?

That silly wants to draw Mimi. Not bad lah :)

Suddenly have the urge to eat steamboat at Parkway tmr. Baby you think?

And recently I'm having more heart to heart talks with my cutie sis. I like that. Cause in the past, I always like to irritate her by teasing her. But I really dote her alot and she's always a small child to me. Love my piggy. Waiting for her to come back from tuition. OK GD-BYE!

Love Ivy

Attachment ON next week!

My class gave me a Swensens voucher for my belated birthday present.
Thanks to all. Decided to spend it on Swensen's earthquake ice cream! I have been having the urge to eat ice cream this few days. This week was very slack for me. Not much lessons going on. Attachment is next week and lasted for a month. I like attachments but I dread exams which comes after that. I have to start revising bit by bit now. Or else , I wont have the time and energy to revise so much during my attachment. Work hard together with Baby!

Oh yah. Last Sunday I made biscuits at Baby's house with Aunty and Baby. We made different shapes out of it and it tasted great. {But Baby complained of too little chocolate chips.} I brought some home and was selling out FAST! Lols.
Want to try making biscuits again. This time round, I want to make it very chocolatey. It's a pity that I din managed to take photos of the biscuits we made. Cause we only care about eating :P Nvm there's always next time.

Baby is a silly boy. He is reading the newspaper when I'm blogging. And at the next moment, he fell asleep holding on to the newspaper. So stupid. Alright, I'm going to do my module evaluation. Seeyas !
Love Ivy

Hi SUNPLAZA

I brought Baby to Sunplaza park today! Wan him to relax and have some fun instead of studying too much at home. '' All work no play makes Tai a dull boy '' HAHA
Asked Sis to come along with us. The weather today was windy and abit dark. We thought we will have to cycle in the rain but thank god we need not :)

Attachment is coming soon. Dread the long bus journey to KK hospital. How i wish I can stay in CGH because it's nearer and my Dad will be going for an operation this coming week. At least if I'm at CGH, I can visit him during my breaks/ before and after my work. But HAIS.
I just hope Dad's operation will be successful and he can have a speedy recovery.

Baby has been slowly neglecting me cause of his studies. But I know he wants to do well for his semestral exams. And I should be understanding and supportive { Yes I am always like that. HAHA} But on the otherhand, how i wish we will have more time together. But I know exams are more impt compared to fun now. So Baby, I will always root for you and concentrate on your studies now okay? Ignore my complains to you cause I dont really mean it. Just want vent out my boredness. You must JIAYOU ! But pls take care of your health and dont over stress yourself. I always love you.

Pictures for Today;
Dipping strawberries with sugar has always been my fav.



Hi Sunplaza !

Another pic of my Mimi. Her cute Tilt Head pose.

I want to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Alrighty Goodnight.

Love Ivy

PHOTO - HEAVY - POST

Went cycling with my cousin and sis this evening. A short and fun one.Cycle from the Tampines connector to Sunplaza Park. Rush for the swings once we reach!
Took photos . chit chat. had lotsa of FUN ! I like windy evenings~ Baby did not join us because he is ONE GOOD BOY studying and revising at home. So proud of my good boy. HAHA Dinner was steamboat. Quite surprised cos I thot it would be a simple meal.
But it was YUMMY ;) Thanks Granny.

After dinner, I had nth to do so I ''played'' with my sis 's hair. Making lots of diff hairstyles..Show her some of my simple magics. Getting crazy - singing and dancing away..
We cycled home at 10pm. Lucky the rain stop. I'm so beat after bathing. Feel like hugging Mimi to sleep. For your info, Hubby bought Mimi as my birthday present. She's so soft, cute and cuddly. Thanks Hubby.

The photos shown below are not arranged according to dates.
Jumbled up. But ENJOY!



SUNPLAZA PARK reminds me of childhood memories.

Pink slippers - Sis. White slippers - Me.

We ''parked'' our bicycles there ;)

Mimi;

My birthday cake.

Marcus cutie.

Love Ivy. Good nights!

Late.

It's been so long I update my blog.
Skl was relaxing and easy for me this week. Presentations all the way! But not so hectic like last time.
Where we need to do alot of researchs and attend tutorials.. Attachment is coming soon, I like. Exams are coming right after my attachment, I dont like. I will be sticking to my current group for the next semester.
Although we argued, had cold war, dislike each other for a period time.. , We ended up being friends again.
Forgive and forget & Tolerance plays a part. Hope we can work tgt and do well for our presentations.


Late ;


I like the steamboat there. Keep going back to eat.
Baby treat me for my birthday.

Baby baked a durian cake for my birthday. He gave me when
the clock strucks midnight. So sweet of him to bake and deliver the cake.
Baby, ur baking skills improved alr. I love the cake :)


Geokshan and Liwen celebrated my birthday early.
Thanks girls.

Thanks for the birthday wishes, birthday presents, birthday celebrations. Some really come unexpectedly which surprised me. But I'm happy and thanks again.

I find that I'm thinking alot recently. Ridiculous thoughts, I think I'm crazy. HAHA

Gdnight everyone. Love Ivy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY !

I still cant upload my photos.
Baby celebrated my birthday with me today. I did enjoy and I'm very happy :)
We went Parkway for steamboat. Tomyum & chicken as our soup base and it 's VERY NICE.
Very yummy. Satisfied and bloated after eating and drinking.. Price also reasonable leh.
Baby zhuan dao ah. HAHA

I still cant visit my grandpa. Heard from mum that Grandpa feels alot of pain now.
I hope he will recover fast and be happy again. Visiting him tmr.

Thanks to those who wish me Happy Birthday;
Thru messages Phone calls Face to face Thru their blogs & Friendster.
Appreciate all of ur effort. But I have to say some wishes comes unexpectedly and surprisingly.
But thanks anyway.

Love Ivy

TMR 'S ACTUAL DAY.

I cant upload my photos. Something is wrong with blogger. Despite that, I will still blog !
Geokshan Dar & Liwen sis celebrated my birthday around evening. {Dar 's house}
I really thank them for the present, their time and effort and sister love. I'm very happy and touched today. Had heart to heart talks but sad that time passed so fast that we have to go home. So much to say but so little time. I hope we'll have more gatherings in future okay? I like the cake and the present but what I like the most is the time spent with you two. Thanks girls , I love you two :)

Tmr will be the ACTUAL day. M18 movies here i come! Lols. Spending the day with my LOVE.
Hope I'll be able to upload photos taken. And I dont like people to criticize others when they themselves are
so lousy and disgusting. Reflect on yourself first '' G.I.P. E.S.O.N '' HAHA

Love Ivy

SWEEET ;)

BABY IS A SWEEET BOY TODAY! AND I'M SO TOUCHED BY HIS EFFORT.
He went to shop for my present HIMSELF. Cause his stupid friend ''dua'' him. Guofen sia. I dislike people who break their promises or ''dua'' you for no valid reasons. His friend dua him cause he dont feel like going ?!?!
What a good reason he gives. Things didn't go quite well for Baby today. Pity him.
First, his group members were late for 1 hour, making him wait at the library. When he told me, I was so pissed off. Their skin are so THICK hur ? Who do they think they are ? If I'm Baby, I wouldn't just keep quiet.
His group is just so dilly dally. But glad that today is their last meeting already.

Baby , Thanks for putting in so much effort and time for my birthday. You really make me very touched.
I will like what you give me. Dont worry I'm not picky lah. Just hope we can celebrate our birthday together the following years...

Loveyou.

Sorry , very WORDY .

A Fruitful day. I did alot of things today.
Project was so lame today. We could actually edit our Stats blog at home instead of doing it in skl.
Wasted my bus fare and time. But know what? I have no choice but to go because my group leader says so.
If not she will threaten to tell our mentor about it or record me as absent and show it to our lecturer. Meetings is impt but some things could be done at home and I duno why she insisted in doing it in skl.
Hais , bear with it lor..

Afternoon, I went to visit Old aunt. Bought her ''mang sak'' (her favourite fruit). I really miss her alot.
She took care of me when I was just 1 mth old till I reach 1 yr old. Tell myself that I must be filial to her and show her my gratitude. {During skl hols, I will stay over at her house for 1 wk to keep her company.}She's very old now and I pity her foot injury. Hasn't been healing for a yr already and she's weaker now. When I'm young, I told her to live a very long life, to see me get married and have my own children. She always say I'm naive and crazy. HAHA But I know she's happy to hear me say that.

Spend the rest of the day with dear Jingru. Has been quite long we went out for shopping alr. Really thank her for keeping me company today despite her feeling uncomfortable at the beginning. She really shocked me when she asked me to help her buy a shirt! HAHA Okay Shh. I hope you do feel better now.
We shop.chat.eat.shop again. Both of us bought cosmetics from SASA again. We nv fail to buy something from there each time. Cos we're vain ;P Look forward to our next meet out again. Contact me ah.

Geokshan dar and liwen sis wants to celebrate my birthday in advance tmr! At first I thought they would be busy with their stuffs but unexpectedly they have time for me. {Except Joanne. She rather go to her friend's chalet than celebrate my birthday. I'm so SAD :( Lols. } Need to thank Dar for being the coordinator. Making phone calls and planning everything. Thanks , I din noe you so sweet de. HAHA
Tmr Grandpa will be going for the surgery in the morning. I'll pray for him. I know he will be fine.
Cant go hospital to see him tmr cos of H1N1. They only allow 2 visitors per patient and it would be the adults.
But my heart is always with him :)
Omg ! This post is getting very wordy. Shall stop here. Cyas!
Love Ivy