BABY IS 18 TODAY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BOY.
May our relationship be forever stable strong sweet loving & lasting.
And do well in your studies. I have confidence in you. & I will support you in whatever you do.
Hope you enjoyed today. I feel so happy today. Love every moment spent with you.
I love you baby. Wanna celebrate our following birthdays tgt. Promise :)

Day - Ivy & Tai & Nicholason went KBOX. SingSangSung. Very shiokk.
IVY LIKES TO SING.

Night - Initially we wanted to sing at Partyworld&Katong but no available rooms. Disappointed.
So proceeded on with the birthday celebration at Cafe Cartel with Baby & his family. Queue was long.Stomach growling away. So uncomfortable bored frustrated queuing.
The time we get ourselves seated at the table. I was bloated with air alr :(
Ate lots of butter with bread.Cream of mushroom.Pasta.A drink that includes a combination of coffee&oreo.Chicken wings.Blackforest birthday cake. Actually we ordered ice cream for desserts but was cancelled cos too full alr. I din really finish up all my food. Baby the rubbish bin finished everything for me. { Big tummy uncle. haha Dunworry lah i still want you :D }


Blackforest cake from Polar puffs&cakes. { Bought this cos mango cake is unavailable. }


What wish did you make Baby?




Dun be greedy lah. Take small mouthfuls.

Silly boy likes to make faces.

Hope you enjoyed today. & Hope that the things you tell me at NTUC comes true.

I will always wait for you. Rmb that k ?

Love Ivy.

mini surprise.

YESTERDAY - Made chocolate fondue for Baby. Cos cant giv him his present , so decided to make something sweet and nice for him. Hope he likes it. Although it doesnt look appealing. hahas
Ytd after he send me home , i persuade my sis to accompany me to Shop&Save to buy the ingredients. { Thanks piggy }

In the process of making,

Turn it from solid to liquid.


Cut all the fruits. But only managed to take a pic on strawberries.

TADAH! Yummy. Although it dont look appealing :(

Hope Baby like the fondue and my effort. { My hands ache after that cos I have to stir the chocolate consistently. } Gona surprise him tmr.

Love Ivy.

SATURDAY!

Sat - Baby's birthday. I'm so looking forward to it.

But I cant giv him his present on his birthday cos of his grandfather just passed away { religious matters etc. }

So Baby i will keep it with me first k ? :) Do you also look forward to your birthday like i do ?

This tiring and long week is going to be over sooon. Next week will be a more stressful , tiring and long week for me. ExamsExamsExams! ReviseReviseRevise! Wish me luck then.

I'm so keen in having all the theme songs in BoysBeforeFlowers. Downloaded most.Friends bluetooth me. { But i still dun have all the songs yet :( I'll try to find. }

I'm not working during weekends anymore :( Cos of communication breakdown , my uncle went to hire people alr. Aft hiring , then he noe i agreed to work for him. Nvm sad case. There goes my extra savings. { I hope he fires the worker or he quit himself. haha :P }

Do you have goals in life ? Seriously speaking I dun have any goals in life. Lols

BUT . My baby has. After hearing his goals , I feel so comforted and happy that I met the right guy.

He got the award - Boys Before Flowers.

Lee Min Ho. He's so damn HANDSOME. I like his acting too.

He's the second korean male actor I like so far.

Love Ivy.

Wordy.

No skl tdy - e learning day. :D
Baby is on the way to meet me now. Cant wait to see him.
I wan to eat Kebab chicken rice from Istanbul. { Ytd closed. Try my luck tdy. }
Left one proj to research on.
Need to make up for my nursing lab. Sians.
Havin lots of proj meetings starting from tmr. { Have to chiong alr. }
Practical exam on 3 June.
Duno why , I'm feeling insecure , scared that I have a lot of things not done this few days. I'm always telling myself to relax and assuring myself that I've done wat need to be done. { So weird. Hate that feeling. }

Sunday night till Monday. Had some small arguments with Baby. But it's resolved now. Cos Baby always giv in to me :) I dislike quarrels and arguments with him cos it will affect our relationship. But it couldn't be controlled so easily. So when such things happen , he will always be the one to giv in first. And it make me very guilty and bad. Cos I have to admit , I play a big part in the quarrel.
I will always tell myself to admit my mistake and giv in first when quarrels started. When it really happen , I dun do what i say. Very contradicting. Really hate myself for that.
But I did change. I'm not so hot-tempered now. I trust him more now. Will admit my mistakes SOMETIMES now. haha I still need time to change. Baby also need time to change. Nobody is perfect.

I love him for who he is. But if he change , it would be better. lols
He's reaching. Going to change and get ready.
Love Ivy.

Baby's house.

I'm at Baby's house now. Using his laptop. He's slpin. zzzz
So happy that I've finished most of my researchs. Dun dare to last min anymore :P
No skl for Baby tmr. No skl for me on tue cos it's e learning day. Diff day off for me and Baby :(
But at least it's better than nth rite?

Glad to say that I have a part time job now. Working for my uncle on weekends. Tgt with my sis.
At least i can earn some money to spend. hahas Starting work next week :)
BUT i will have lesser time for Baby. I'm very glad and appreciative that he understands and supports my decision. Thanks baby. There's always time for us and my heart is always with you.

Have to settle my own dinner myself ltr. Cos mum is fasting frm nw till the next day. She's going for a scope. Poor thing but can lose weight. haha
I'm so bored now. Tired of watching variety shows online. Tired of continuing my research.
{ going to disturb Baby and wake him up. haha }

I miss Baby this few days.

Lazyyy to update this few days - Delayed.
Baby's grandfather passed away on sunday. { colon cancer } A sad thing :(
But this is part and parcel of life isn't it ? I find it very hurt painful and heart wrenching to see your love one being cremated. The way they cremate now is diff from the past. Involves machines { more high tech } and is slower. Unlike the past , which is done manually and fast.
May Baby's grandfather rest in peace. { Baby dun be sad also k ? Ur grandfather will bless and love you. }

Tdy - Had my nursing lab theory. Mcq quite easy but for Saq i din complete one que. Plus i scared i ans wrong. { Hope i can at least can a B or B+ ? } Mux chiong for my nursing lab practical. Pull the grades up !
Waking up at 0645 tmr. Gona call Baby now. Cos he's staying overnight at the funeral. { Chinese : shou ye } My Baby is so filial. hahas

Goodnight. Sweet dreams :)
Love Ivy.

I love you silly !

Day - Granny's house with bf. He did his work there. And lucky i have a companion. { Emily my cousin. }
We Chat.Play poker.Slack.
Evening - Tagged along with bf to send his bro off. Aft not seeing his fam for so long , { 4mths plus } I feel so shy and awkward when i see them. The feeling is so strange and unfamiliar. Bt this feeling lasted short and i started talking to them. { esp bf's mum }
Baby keep on making me laugh by doing stupid actions today. He's so so cute lah.
Just love to spend all my time with him. Love my silly boy.

Off to watch Boys over flowers online. The complete episodes are out!
Yays I can spend time chiong - ing them. hahas { But i wun neglect you Baby. Dunworry k? }
Love Ivy.

New nickname for Baby. LOL!

Skl was short and early today. Woke up ard 5 plus. I'm so so tired.
Went to granny's house aft skl. { Din managed to take a nap there cos I'm scared I will have a bad headache aft that. So ? Keep myself awake } Waited for Baby to meet me aft his class.
Dinner with Baby just now. Strolled home with Baby. Enjoyed chatting with Baby. He never fails to make me laugh. He's just so funny and cute. { Btw , I gave him another new nickname when strolling home. The name is cute and I like it. But does he likes it ? Hahas :p }

Tmr - Baby wun be having dinner with me. Cos he will be sending his bro off. { NS - Brunei }
His mum invited me , so should i go ? { Will it be awkward ? Cos I din get to see them for quite some time alr. Drifted. } But on the other hand , I also would like to send Baby's bro off. Hmmm? :)

I miss NN. I love NN.

Love Ivy.

Late.

Hello.
Lazy and tired to blog for the past few days. Have to find research for many projects :(
And I had a conflict with my dad 2days ago. Just dun like the way he talk { his tone } and the words he use on me. It always sound very bad very harsh and hurtful. But that's his character. So... forget it. He's still my dad.

Work - Still need to continue finding more and more RESEARCH !!! { Can faint } I need sleeeep !
I feel so lack of sleep. I'm getting tired very easily now. I just hope my hols can come save me. But on the otherhand , I dunwan my hols to come so fast. Cos before my hols , I have exams { practical and theory }
Sad and Stress T.T { But I'm not going to conceed defeat. I will break thru my exams and enjoy my hols happily }
Just watched the finale for ANTM Cycle 12. My favourite Allison was one of the top2 finalist. But I'm so sad because she's not the winner. She's really very pretty and capable. I tink she's the best model I've seen so far.
Off to do work.
{ Baby Have you finished your dinner? }

Ivy .

Ani .

Happy 16months to Tai & Ivy .
Happy Aniversary .
We've come so far together. Brave through every obstacles.
I have faith and trust in our relationship.

Baby ,
I wanna thank you for being so patient to me. Tolerating my temper. Always giving in to me even if I'm in the wrong. Very protective over me. Sayang me. Make me happy when I'm down. Giving me your fullest support. Willing to listen to my problems. Motivating me. Pamper me. Make me your priority. Show that you really love me ...
I did not regret being with you. I feel so blessed to have you in my life.
Let's workhard for our future.Last long.Grow old together. Share my everything with you.
Baby.I treasure every moment spent with you.
I love you ptc.





Ivy Love Tai.

Yesterday - Mother's Day Celebration.

Dar&me give this shop a nickname '' LWP '' But it's being burnt { duno wat causes the fire? }

And the fire spreaded to its neighbouring shops. Pity the other shops esp '' LWP ''.

Strawberry Ice cream cake.Yummy but the ice cream melted very fast.

Comparable with Swensen's ice cream cake.

Cute shot.

Handsome boy.

Yesterday.

Afternoon - Boardgames.Mahjong.Cardgames.Iceandwater. with Baby Sis Dar and cousins. So fun!

Make me recall my childhood memories.

Night - Steamboat.Ice cream cake { my favourite }.Play.Dance.Sing with my cousins again. { Bt this time , no Baby :( Cos he have his Mother'sDay celebration } I really like family gatherings. So crowded so fun. I like that feeling. Hope we can have more of that :) I love my family.

So tired aft the celebration. Bathed.Talked to Baby on phone.Sleep.

Love Ivy.

tired BUT FUN DAY!

Out with Dar today. Shopped for Mother's Day & our ani presents.

First stop - Dar's skl. The place is far from my expectations. Hot.Stuffy.Cramped.Not very clean.Awkward.

Esp the Principal of the beauty skl. { Old lady who buns up her hair and has her specs drooping down till her nose bridge. I'm so bad. } She actually stared at us for quite long when we settled down on the chairs.

Picked 5 diff colours for my nails and Dar started. Halfway thru , her teacher came to us and kept the other 4. { She says it's for the customers. As if , there will be any silly customers that want to do their manicure in such a hot and dirty environment. lols Dar says her teacher is not like that usually. Must be that stingy old lady! hahahas }

Finished manicure. Teacher says that Dar need more practice. { Yao jiayou ! } In fact she asked Dar to bring her own nail polish to skl to practise?! Dar told me she paid for this expensive module which also includes the materials needed for practice. Now? { Dar just pull thru this module lah. You can do it! }

Second stop - Headed to Tampines Mall to have our late lunch. Eat.Eat.Eat.
Afterthat, shopped ard Tam Mall & T1. Baby actually came to look for me { finding me high and low :) }

Really touched by his effort. Tmr I will have time for you alr.
Bought M.Day present.Bought D24 Crepe from Emicakes { So yummy } Home.
Felt tired and sleepy now. Cos i woke up at 545am this morning!

Photos for the day :

Tmr - Need to buy Mother's Day cake from Angie The Choice { It's ice cream cake! Yays! }

Help my granny with the steamboat preparation. I need to charge myself.

So Goodnight Diary.

Love Ivy.

Here it is !

{ Baby i noe you're waiting.. hahas }
Skipped Stats lect tdy. Lunch with baby and he came my house again. My sweet boy helped me to change my bedsheet and pillowcase. Thanks thanks :) Poor boy has no dinner tdy cos his mum went out. { Din tell me earlier or else we can have dinner tgt. But make sure you eat something k ? }

Finally meeting dar tmr. Tmr - Going to her skl.Have our dinner tgt.Shop ard.Chat. As for baby , I can only see him in skl for awhile. Cos we dun start at the same time and our breaks are different. I'll miss him.
Finished watching ANTM Cycle 12 on Youtube. My favourite - Allison is still in the Top 3.
I really hopes she wins ! :D
My Dad is fighting for the computer now. hahas

So okay. Gd - BYeeeee .
Love Ivy.

Baby , Thanks for waiting for me just now. So sorry to make you wait.
You're forever patient and nice to me ;)
I love you.

I miss my boy.

Skl lasted for 4hrs today. Bt Sad to say, sister's meetup is cancelled. Dar has her Mother's Day celebration at nite. So I'm meeting her on fri instead :) I'm also celebrating Mother's Day at granny's hse this sat. Steamboat.Gathering.Laughter.FamilyLove.Chatting.Playing games with my cousins. I love family gatherings.

Today- Aft late lunch , Baby came my hse awhile and went home. I miss him now alr.
: Boy pls take care of yourself , tdy still catch a cold. Rmb wat I tell you just now? Listen to my advice k.

I need to do some research on my proj.
I need to bathe.
I need to help my mum with the laundry.
I need to pack my bag for tmr.
I need to drink more water.
I need to collect my pocket money from my mum.
I need to buy my Stats textbk tmr.
I need to attend my late lecture tmr. { Try not to pon. hahas }
.....

I'll stop.
Love Ivy.

Friday The 13th.

Today - Skip my 3hrs lect and went to watch Fri the 13th. Rate : 2.8/5
Some bloody and sexual scenes and there's certain parts that shocked me but lucky i have my baby.
Worst thing is the whole cinema is so empty. I dun like that feeling. I prefer watching scary, horror movies with pple ard. At least you wun feel so scared. No choice , the cinema's business not so good. hahas

Strolled home with baby. Halfway thru , we're being attacked by red ants ! I was like jumping up and down, so embarassing. Despite me jumping like mad, i still got bitten :( So pain. Baby still help me empty and check my shoes ;) Sweeet him.
I'm meeting dar and dear liwen for dinner tmr. Before that, i will be going to dar's studying place to be her nail model { guinea pig } Hahas. But she's improving and getting more professional now. Tmr we can chat non-stop again. So happy !

And my baby is really so understanding , cos he knows i miss my girlfriends. So he let me go out with them :)
Thanks dear. If you want to meet up with your friends , I have no objections too! Just need to tell me beforehand. Just rmb that you're my priority.

Dinner now. Baby CHI !
Love Ivy.

Zzzzzz....

Today - Feel so sleepy and tired during lectures. Pharmaco lect made me extremely sleepy. Due to the dim lights and the lecturer's voice { She talks in a soft and soothing way which make me wan to zzzzzz. }
Lab was a quick and detailed one. Ms Irene is so kind to let us leave early. She's a very good teacher. Bt sad to say , she's not my formal lab lecturer. Just hope she can teach us again.

Aft skl , wanted to watch Fri the 13th wid baby. Bt the timing was too late so give it a miss :(
Probably watching tmr ? I'm getting sick and tired of Tmart 's food. Just dun feel like eating dinner.
Skl starts 12pm tmr. Can SLP slp SLP !!! Yays. I like to SLP ! ;D
Bt Baby starts early and ends early. Also quite goood. Bt poor him , have to wait for me. Hahas

To Baby: You must slp early tonight k ? I dun wan you to fall sick again. I know you wan to get good gpa , but dun stress yourself too much. Just do your best. Mux Drink water hor !

I'm going to watch '' ai jiu zhai yi qi '' on Youtube later. It's the final episode alr. This show is short and sweet.
And I like it :) Okay goodbye....
Love Ivy.

Sweet sunday.

I like this photo.Taken during our attachment in Ward 18.
I like my attachment friends tooo :) Sad that i'm seperated from them for my next attachment.
Hope i can be with them again :)

Today- Meet up with dar and dear li wen.Had breakfast.Chat.Update each other. { So easy to meet up , cos we stay near each other. } I like that :)
But li wen left early cos she have work to do. Such a pity :( 3 left 2 . We watched the Star Awards after that , talking and eating at the same time.
Ard evening , baby came and fetched me home. So sweeeeet uh .
We walked to tmart and home sweet home. Baby is hardworking today. He did his hw and revised.
I'm so happy that he knows what is impt and tries his best in everything he do. Go baby GO !

Tmr is the last Monday where my lessons starts at 8am. That means baby have to go to skl alone on the following Mondays. Poor thing , he will be very bored on the bus. The good thing tmr is , my skl ends 2hrs earlier. Yays cos we do not need to squeeze with the crowd. Alot of pple is falling sick , germs and bacteria is all ard us. So I think it's better to stay away from crowded or stuffy places.

Sleeping early tonight. Good night diary.
Love Ivy .

A normal day for Tai & Ivy .

I have photos to share.
This photo is taken on the tour bus to Malaysia. The mountains is like producing smoke?


This is a beautiful sunset.I took this photo in my aunt's car.
The photo is abit blur.

Morning - Breakfast at pasir ris central with baby. Now , we make an effort to wake up early instead of sleeping till noon. Till now , i realised that we have wasted so much time sleeping. hahas

After that , baby come to my hse. Slacked.Watch tv.Talk.Use the com.Eat.Drink.Play... Then he went off.

I'm meeting him everyday but the duration is shorter compared to the past. When we meet almost the whole day. Neglecting our family , friends. Living in our own world.

But no for now. We have our limits. Cos we need to juggle our family , relationship , friends and studies well.

{ Actually is more matured now. hahas }

Tmr i'm meeting dar and li wen. yays again :)

Baby will be studying at home cos he wan to get good gpa. Such a good boy. Bt for me , i dun feel like

chiong-ing so much like him. I'm more slackkk so will my gpa be. Actually I no need earn so much , cos baby will give me his money. hahahahas { I'm just finding an excuse and dreaming.. }

I'm going to bathe now. Byeeeeeees.

Love Ivy.

Fruitful :)

Spend half of the day at my dar 's house. Overall it's fun and fruitful. Cos we hardly get to meet nowdays and I'm so glad that i meet up with her today. We had alot of juicy gossips and she did manicure on me. Cos she studying beauty therapy now { ? } Although her skills still need improvement { Dar not suan-ing you } but her nail equipments are so nice. How i wish i can also own them (:

Tdy is considered short. Time pass so fast yet we have so much to chat. I duncare i wan meet her again!
But my dar is a busyyyy person you see. So need book her in advance. Lols { right dar ? }


On the other hand , my baby stayed at home tdy. Eat.Drink.Study.Watch tv.Msg me.
So poor thing cos i din keep him company. But he's very understanding. Thanks my dear.
He came to dar's void deck to fetch me and we had our dinner at Tmart.
Aft dinner while walking home , we saw my parents and sis coming in our direction.
That point of time , we have no where to hide cos the road is so broad. { why no pillars ?! trees ?! }
So no choice , bf greeted my parents. Created a good impression in front of my dad :D

Actually my mum approved our relationship. But my dad still choose to fake that he do not know anything.
Cos he find that we're still too young to be in a relationship. Studies come first now.
My mum once told me that he will approve us till i reach 21 . which is the yr when i graduate from Nyp.
So for now , i just have to wait. I believe i can brave thru any obstacles with baby. Cos our relationship is strong and stable. I trust my boy too.
Our ani is coming soon. The 10th. Yays cos we come so far tgt. Baby I wun let you go , i promise.

I'm tired now. Off to watch ghost whisperer with my sis.
Lotsa love , Ivy .