Wordy.

No skl tdy - e learning day. :D
Baby is on the way to meet me now. Cant wait to see him.
I wan to eat Kebab chicken rice from Istanbul. { Ytd closed. Try my luck tdy. }
Left one proj to research on.
Need to make up for my nursing lab. Sians.
Havin lots of proj meetings starting from tmr. { Have to chiong alr. }
Practical exam on 3 June.
Duno why , I'm feeling insecure , scared that I have a lot of things not done this few days. I'm always telling myself to relax and assuring myself that I've done wat need to be done. { So weird. Hate that feeling. }

Sunday night till Monday. Had some small arguments with Baby. But it's resolved now. Cos Baby always giv in to me :) I dislike quarrels and arguments with him cos it will affect our relationship. But it couldn't be controlled so easily. So when such things happen , he will always be the one to giv in first. And it make me very guilty and bad. Cos I have to admit , I play a big part in the quarrel.
I will always tell myself to admit my mistake and giv in first when quarrels started. When it really happen , I dun do what i say. Very contradicting. Really hate myself for that.
But I did change. I'm not so hot-tempered now. I trust him more now. Will admit my mistakes SOMETIMES now. haha I still need time to change. Baby also need time to change. Nobody is perfect.

I love him for who he is. But if he change , it would be better. lols
He's reaching. Going to change and get ready.
Love Ivy.