DISSAPOINTMENT,

Today is not a very good day for me because I did not do things right. I did not meet my own expectations. Not being able to really function well and get the appropriate things needed during emergency. I just stood there and held the patient. Just able to do the junior stuffs which is below expectations. Not being much of a help but a hindrance. :(
Nobody scolded or blame me, But I just felt unhappy and disappointed on myself.
Lucky i got someone always there for me to share all these problems. thank you mummy.

i guess i should take a break and relax. Head back to work with a fresh mind, confidence and motivation. Setbacks are normal at the beginning. But it's just part and parcel of the process. I should be able to brace through every ups and downs in order to become stronger and competent.
I need guidance, encouragement and motivation right now.

Can't wait for our Uss trip. Super excited.
Baby, do well for ur last paper. and Let's enjoy to the max after that!
Love you boy.

WISH BABY GOODLUCK, JIAYOU!

Goodluck to Baby's 1st exam this week! Start the ball rolling and do well for all 3! Although you have a lot to study but thanks for sending me home when i end work late. that's very sweet ^^.

A cooling morning to start the day with. I'm going to work alone at Fever later. Being the in-charge somemore makes me so STRESS. I'm still not so familiar with that area yet. But i guess that's the first step I have to take. to gain more confidence and get HELP. I hope that there will be someone nice enough to help me. On the otherhand, fever is a cosy and much more relaxing place to work in. so i guess it's suitable for me now when i come that thing. Haha.

another afternooon shift to go. fighting!

i need to start my driving lessons this week. seriously lagging behind so much, dislike that feeling. But the teacher like .... haizz. bo bian.

Remaining half of work: SUCKS

I should not be affected by your bad remarks. Maybe that's the way you talk?!
and i should not take the initiative to try to get in good terms with you and get a slap in return.
some people are just not appreciative.

Back to work again ...

My off days really passed so FAST! Back to work in the afternoon and I'm in Resus! I hope I can cope and I need to learn a lot of new things fast so that I don't feel so useless and lost.
Time pass fast when you're busy. But I hope that I can be working with people who can guide & teach me along the way. 'prays'

Glad that Grandma's alright. She's really the strength of pillar that keeps the family going.
Can't afford to have anything bad that happens to her. 'so so glad' ^^

To my boy: You must jiayou for this semestral exams! Do your very BEST & pls take care of ur health too alright? You have mimi, meimei & my support! Fighting!

and i love my jazzie alot. 'che-lai-ya ostrich' damn freaking funny.
HAHAHAHAHAH... crazy

Pariss & K! with Baby,

Thank you for everything. I am really lucky to have you.
i love you.

I need to lead a healthier lifestyle!

The deep cut on my finger and loss of consciousness for more than 20 seconds really freaked me and my poor sis out! I'm so mentally traumatized. I should not overestimate my own health.
I should really take good care of my own health. I can't afford to fall sick and become weak because I'm working in such a fast paced and stressful environment. I need to be strong and alert at all times. This bad incident really made me reflect a lot in my own health & lifestyle. I feel so guilty for not treating my body well. :( But I'm glad that nothing major happened to me when i fainted except for some bums on my head. and all thanks to my sister for being there for me at the point of time. Touched by Jazzie~ Love her!
Also happy that I had concerns from my Family, Baby & my Friends.

Nurses Generation,

Despite not winning the competition, I'm still happy that all of us worked hard together as a team in giving a good performance. But I think we can make more improvements in the upcoming performance. :) Glad that you girls sticked throughout and thank you all so much for the hardwork & perseverance. i love you all.
NURSES GENERATION FIGHTING!!