Baby's fever came back again. Hais. Poor thing. He's having no appetite and he felt weak and tired. I feel so hopeless cause I cant do anything but see him like that. Pls let him recover. I want my cheerful boy back.
Next week I'm attached to CGH 's medical ward. It wont be as slack as the Obstetrics and Gynae ward already. But I hope I'll get a good Clinical Instructor. And also, I feel so guilty cause I have not start revising for my semestral exams. Seeing Baby like that plus feeling tired and lack of sleep from attachment really makes me have no mood to study. But in order not to repeat any modules this semester, I have to FORCE myself !
Sometimes I have this thought of getting married now, have my own children, clean and tidy the house, cook dinner and wait for my husband to come back from work. Instead of studying :}
A foolish thought I have lah. Hehe.
After sleeping for 11 hours, I'm still tired. I'll go have a short nap. Seeyas!
Love Ivy
No comments:
Post a Comment