HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!

Today is Papa's Birthday!! Bought his fav mango cake already. And I have no idea how old is he when the person asked for the number of candles!?. My counting for my parents' age stops when Mum is 40 and Dad's 45. Because they look the same, still young :) But i didn't realize that they have aged till I look at them closely. Time really flies. I hope they will be always healthy, young and happy. love them so much. ^^
Gona celebrate Pa's birthday at night. and shopping (part 2) with sis in the day!! HAHA!

I love you so much Baby. Thank you for accepting me for who I am.
touched.

SHOP TILL WE DROP TMR!!

Work today was fruitful and fun for me! I like it when I'm so busy and time pass super fast!
I don't mind being a triage nurse everyday :) teehee..
Off day tmr. phew. a short break at the moment. I need my sleep. i need more rest.
i need to relax.

Therefore, I'm charging myself tonight for tmr's shopping trip with Sis! Yay! I love shopping!
Buy buy buy.. money fly fly fly. but i don't mind. hahaha..
not only look forward to tmr's shopping spree with Sis, also tue's dance practice! Competition date is getting round the corner soon. Excited but I don't want everything to end so fast.
I hope we can win!

i love you Baby. shall see u on tue. Nights.

DRIVING REVISION;

Driving @ 10 am tmr. I hope my car wont "die". lol
Can't wait to drive again after quite some time. Hope that my skills are still intact and I need to revise everything again. Have to spare time every week to go for driving lessons. If not I can just drag on and on without getting my driving license. sianz.

Baby started later than me and had already passed and gotten his license. I'm such a slow pok and a failure. zzz.. Hope that I can have super good luck like him on the exam day.

WE OWN THE STREET!

Dance today was fun fun fun! Started to arrange the positioning and most of the props are ready. Cool.. I just love dancing in a group :) Can't wait for the next training! hehe..

Back to work tmr.. sianz, hais. A&E tends to be crowded now after the public holiday. So many people falling sick now.. Stress to work outside now. Need to face the public, kena people scold and complain still must tolerate, talk nicely and smile at them. hais.. boil sia.
I always like to work in treatment area. But not so much now because of unhappy & stressful incidences. Patient's relatives can be really F sometimes. :} some really damn ridiculous, demanding and unreasonable. Really have to be thick skinned and take things easy or else I confirm will have hypertension sooner or later. Haha.

I just pray hard that tmr will be smooth in the afternoon for me. pls. pls.
I start to dread going to work now. I need to find back my interest & passion. I need my motivation back!

MY OFF DAY!!

Meeting gf in the day. Dance at night.
At last a day to relax and get away from work. When A&E turns busy & crowded, everyone ( includes the patients, their families, doctors and nurses) became easily frustrated and angry. I dislike this part the most. Esp when your colleague shouts or glare at you. But a newbie have to always keep her head low and obey instructions :( no choice.
All I can do is to ventilate out after work by telling Mum, Sis or Baby. But I know sometimes in such a busy and rushing setting, everyone wants things to be done fast. That accounts for the bad remarks, tone & expressions made. & I have to get used to it and don't take things to heart easily.

But today is my rest day. Not to think about work. Just happy things :)
Goodluck for ur trial NAPFA test tmr BABY! U can do it! But remember to warm up first.

I just love to tease you!!

Today was fine. alright. Just that standbys & cases started to come after 0830pm. Pity the night staff. I'm obs I/C tmr!! Omg! First time being an in-charge. Stress man. But I'm relieved when I saw Aunty Janet together with me in obs! so happy. I don't feel so scared and lost with her because she's always so motherly and patient. :) Love it.

supper with bii just now. ^^. hope you like the fragrance just now. HAHAHA. hehe!
kelian.. sayang ur face. :}

I'm blogging again!!

I'm afternoon shift in resus 1 tmr. Kind of used to be in the place I fear the most initially already. Sometimes I even find it better than outside. What motivates me to work in resus, is to draw people's blood and set plugs in their veins. Practice really makes perfect. I can say that I'm skillful in doing such things now. Haha. And it gives me a sense of achievement & shiokness to see blood coming out from veins (means success) and satisfaction when patients tell me that my skills are good that is why they dont feel any or much pain. Hehe..
I hope resus will be ok tmr. Pls give me a smooth shift. thank u.

Many things happened this while. But I'm glad that things are settled and moving on smoothly & happily. I just wish it stays like this. :) I am really xin fu.
Life has not been plain and boring with dance. My passion and favourite hobby! Competition is around the end of Nov and I'm excited! I just want trainings to go on and on... Enjoy every moment when I dance with my friends. And I'm happy that Mum, Sis and Baby are coming down to support me on the actual day at Marine Barrage! If there's anyone who's interested in coming to watch the competition and enjoy the nice scenery at Marine Barrage. Just text me! It's on 26 nov (sat) am.

DISSAPOINTMENT,

Today is not a very good day for me because I did not do things right. I did not meet my own expectations. Not being able to really function well and get the appropriate things needed during emergency. I just stood there and held the patient. Just able to do the junior stuffs which is below expectations. Not being much of a help but a hindrance. :(
Nobody scolded or blame me, But I just felt unhappy and disappointed on myself.
Lucky i got someone always there for me to share all these problems. thank you mummy.

i guess i should take a break and relax. Head back to work with a fresh mind, confidence and motivation. Setbacks are normal at the beginning. But it's just part and parcel of the process. I should be able to brace through every ups and downs in order to become stronger and competent.
I need guidance, encouragement and motivation right now.

Can't wait for our Uss trip. Super excited.
Baby, do well for ur last paper. and Let's enjoy to the max after that!
Love you boy.

WISH BABY GOODLUCK, JIAYOU!

Goodluck to Baby's 1st exam this week! Start the ball rolling and do well for all 3! Although you have a lot to study but thanks for sending me home when i end work late. that's very sweet ^^.

A cooling morning to start the day with. I'm going to work alone at Fever later. Being the in-charge somemore makes me so STRESS. I'm still not so familiar with that area yet. But i guess that's the first step I have to take. to gain more confidence and get HELP. I hope that there will be someone nice enough to help me. On the otherhand, fever is a cosy and much more relaxing place to work in. so i guess it's suitable for me now when i come that thing. Haha.

another afternooon shift to go. fighting!

i need to start my driving lessons this week. seriously lagging behind so much, dislike that feeling. But the teacher like .... haizz. bo bian.

Remaining half of work: SUCKS

I should not be affected by your bad remarks. Maybe that's the way you talk?!
and i should not take the initiative to try to get in good terms with you and get a slap in return.
some people are just not appreciative.

Back to work again ...

My off days really passed so FAST! Back to work in the afternoon and I'm in Resus! I hope I can cope and I need to learn a lot of new things fast so that I don't feel so useless and lost.
Time pass fast when you're busy. But I hope that I can be working with people who can guide & teach me along the way. 'prays'

Glad that Grandma's alright. She's really the strength of pillar that keeps the family going.
Can't afford to have anything bad that happens to her. 'so so glad' ^^

To my boy: You must jiayou for this semestral exams! Do your very BEST & pls take care of ur health too alright? You have mimi, meimei & my support! Fighting!

and i love my jazzie alot. 'che-lai-ya ostrich' damn freaking funny.
HAHAHAHAHAH... crazy

Pariss & K! with Baby,

Thank you for everything. I am really lucky to have you.
i love you.

I need to lead a healthier lifestyle!

The deep cut on my finger and loss of consciousness for more than 20 seconds really freaked me and my poor sis out! I'm so mentally traumatized. I should not overestimate my own health.
I should really take good care of my own health. I can't afford to fall sick and become weak because I'm working in such a fast paced and stressful environment. I need to be strong and alert at all times. This bad incident really made me reflect a lot in my own health & lifestyle. I feel so guilty for not treating my body well. :( But I'm glad that nothing major happened to me when i fainted except for some bums on my head. and all thanks to my sister for being there for me at the point of time. Touched by Jazzie~ Love her!
Also happy that I had concerns from my Family, Baby & my Friends.

Nurses Generation,

Despite not winning the competition, I'm still happy that all of us worked hard together as a team in giving a good performance. But I think we can make more improvements in the upcoming performance. :) Glad that you girls sticked throughout and thank you all so much for the hardwork & perseverance. i love you all.
NURSES GENERATION FIGHTING!!

It had been so so long since I've updated this space here..
blog is so so dead.

Graduation Day is coming soon. Next tuesday. I'm still looking for a top to match with my skirt. Mum and sis will be coming to support me. as well as my boy. But I'm sad that I'm not in the same time slot as my friends :( Hope we get to meet in between and take memorable pictures.

time flies..

Games always make guys click so easily together. Lol.
But I'm glad that our bfs get along very well. heheh
we should organize couple dates soon.

i'm starting work pretty soon~
time pass so quickly without you noticing. sian

Randomz things in my mind,

Movie: World Invasion Battle Los Angeles later on tonight with baby.
i miss him already.
This Sunday i still need to work. sian
sometimes i really cant stand u. powerful nth to say..
my manicure is getting very cui now.
next week gotta stay at home more and be a good girl.
I'm should start watching my dramas soon.
At last, I'm meeting j&lw next week.
I hate that fucking woman that pull down my grades. go eat shit.
I believe in proving myself in person, people's remarks and comments may not be true. so i wont be affected by your comments and the grade you gave. I hope someone tells on u. that u have been passing ur time so free and easy everyday. Wastage of pay on such a person like u. It's so unlucky and unfortunate to have such a in-charge. hais count myself suay.
Freaking Bias and judgemental.

Previously on sis's birthday (:

Lantern-mooncake festival ~

An update on my Malaysia trip,

Photos from my Malaysia holiday.
First time taking plane there. Tiger Airways- convenient and cheap.
Really dont wanna recall the times when we took a coach in to Malaysia. The journey was so damn long and torturing. although it's very cheap. we still brought blankets, pillows, jackets.. damn ley chey. I'm so glad that there's Tiger Airways. (:

Needless to say, camwhoring during the trip!

little cutie.

I get to see alot of animals around Granny's place. Kampong area's benefit.

See all these seafood? Good catch from the big blue sea~
We helped in categorising the seafood and it was fun and dirty. Haha

Some sea creatures are poisonous. esp the jellyfish. therefore the use of disposable gloves to handle them. but i still feel itchy after wearing gloves. Probably im too sensitive :/

Sightseeing at famous temples. Nice scenery~

A very tall and big Goddess of Mercy statue.

Thats all I have for this trip! Goodbye.

Happy Birthday GF!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
girlfriend.

Hope what u wished for really come true. and stay HAPPY always.

We've gotten close to each other since Sec 3. Became good singing partners in class, chatterbox, jokers and crazy women. hahahaha Fun fun memories of you and me.
I may not be the one that knows you the best, but gfs are gfs. Being there for one another irregardless of happy and sad times. We should always maintain the bond and keep it lasting.
I'll wait for that day to be one of ur bridesmaid. Confirm sing on ur wedding. HAHA!

Hope you liked our shared present. and I'm glad that my present last year helped in lightening up the smell in ur bathroom. wahahaha..

I wish you a great day today with the rest. Sorry for not being there to join in the fun.
Enjoy ;) Love ya girl. see you all on thur.
sheng ri kuai le.

HELLO BACK FOR UPDATES,

Mixed photos taken at different point of time and I'm combining them all into this post.

How's my winter outfit? lol.
Too bad that Singapore doesn't snow.

I wore the necklace that was given by my bestfriends on my birthday.
Evidence below, ^^

Couple tees,

Joined Mum's CGH party, soon to be one of them.

Lastly, i love mimi, goodnight.

I'll update soon.

Soon,

I'm gona find some time to update my blog soon.

Back from Malaysia,

Malaysia trip was alright. But i won't say that it's the best one cause of some particular reason.
First time taking a plane to and fro. It was exciting and convenient. Nice time having to see my relatives there and indulging in the kampong lifestyle. ^^

But it all ended not so well because of a small little mistake made. Caused us some money and dampened all our moods. It's really a lesson learnt.
There wont be a third time anymore.

2 hours lesson,

I learned something new today and I'm very satisfied and happy.
Can't wait to share with the girls soon! Our gatherings became more fun when all of us started to learn new dance songs. So that we can exchange and have fun. Lol. Can't wait to meet them soon!
and also been so so long since old friends meet. Lacking in alot of updates. can't wait to spent time together with them too. miss them :)

Watching No strings attached tmr with my bi.
Bai nian after that means i got more angbaos. Hahaha.
Now must save up all the angbaos money. Can't be as spendthrift as before already. Gotta be a good girl. ^^

I got alot of new photos in my phone, but i'm so lazy to upload them.
alot of transferring to do la. sian will upload them soon when im free.

showtime now. toodles

This week was a fast one,

Baby's last paper today. Can't wait for our 3 combo celebration!

Also going his house to bai nian on sat. Happy for him that his exams are finally over. So heart pain to see him so stressed up and tired over it. Nyp really sucks in scheduling the exam timetable.

My attachment is coming to an end soon and Baby is starting his.

Our ftt exam is coming soon.

We have to celebrate Valentine's day in advance cos of my stupid shift. :(

I really can't wait for prcp to be over soon.

I miss my friends, miss Baby, miss my free time.

Baby's house for dinner.
Last paper for him. Can't wait for the celebration after that!

Knocking off from work soon!

2 more papers after today. go baby! dun be dejected and be strong. i understand the stress u're going thr0ugh now. But i only can give u my moral support. so hope it helps :)

1st night shift is already enough to K.O me. Felt so tired and sleepy at the beginning of my shift!

I hope my 2nd and 3rd night would be better. probably with different people, different working mood? haha

all i want now, is my comfy bed and mimi.

all i hope now, is Baby will be strong and do well for his papers. even if it's not very good, at least he tried his best.

Dont stress urself so much and expect so much from urself k? Most importantly, i know u did ur best. for u and for us.

Love ya bi.

I meeting my boy for lunch tmr. so sweet of him to come all the way here.
i miss him so much luh. didnt get to see him for 2 days :(

stopped my dramas and going to bed now.
goodnight, toodles.

BACK TO LIFE AGAIN,

my blog is rotting like shit.
and someone keeps urging me to update.

So i'll begin with my prcp.
so far it had been smooth for me. Lucky to be posted to a nice aircon ward with good staffs there to help as well as patients. i kinda like working there already. getting used to their routines and able to ''act'' like a staff nurse. Hahaa. i just hope i can end this prcp smoothly without any probs.
except one when i fell and need to write an incident report. :(

Cny is coming! whoooo! in a week's time. YAY! here comes celebrations and gathering! i like!
i can eat alot of good food, get alot of hongbaos, gamble and win money, wear nice nice, take alot photos, enjoy the time with my family.. i like i like. im so looking forward to it!
But Baby will have to study for his exams during the cny celebrations. poor thing. Why must schools schedule the semestral exams after cny?!. Cant even enjoy our cny that comes once a yr. It's mood dampening la. Baby hav fun first then study k. dun last min jiu hao.

Aunt's birthday is coming. gona get her a gift and send it to her shop personally before my shift. I bet she will be very surprised and touched. hahaha. Im guilty cos last yr's present was quite cui :( this yr must make up for it. :}


finally meeting my gfs tmr after work. it's been a long time since i saw them.
and where are all my pri skl gfs?? din even meet up for so so long la. all busy with own things. should find a day to meet up. lacking in updates really.

Currently in love with You're beautiful drama. watching it for the 2nd time. damn nice la.
i dun mind watching my fav dramas alot of times rather than wasting my time watching other dramas that are ok only. im crazy. heeees.

dinner time. drama time.